Part of me

I cant figure it out
What it is that i want
I still think i like you
Because of the way u tease and taunt
Part of me is happy
Because I'm over you at last
But another part of me is longing for the past
Part of me
Cant stop thinking of you
And the other part
Wants to forget you too
I'm fighting with my emotions
I cant figure this out
Why it is i feel this way
And what's this all about
Do i really love you?
Or is this just a trick
Do i care as much as i think
Or is it because I'm sick
Can i let you go?
Or is this not okay
Should i forget you
Or wait another day?
Does anyone really know
If they are truly in love?
Or is this just a game
A game of push and shove?
Should i listen to the part of me that wants you?
Or should i ignore it
And decide we are through
Can you answer these questions
That i keep thinking of
Will i be stuck with pain
Or will it turn to love
I hope i figure these out
Before it is too late
I hope the part of me decides
If it will go or wait