Empty Love

How do I write about an empty feeling?
A feeling of desolation
How do I say I'm madly in love with you?
But without the tone of desperation
Why can't I get rid of this numbness?
This feeling that is becoming a taunt
It is like being high, without the happiness
And it is really starting to haunt
I try and I try, and I don't succeed
Im drowning in the quick sand
My life is nothing at all without you
I need you so much, my life is becoming bland
The feelings coming back
like nausea with out the sick
My life with out you is like a candle
That can't burn with out a wick
I love you SO so much
I need you to be able to see
That in my life, and in my world
You mean everything to me

Dedicated to my gorgeous boy friend Mitchell. Baby i love you, hope to see you soon, all my llove