Mixed Emotions

I stare at my wall and I wonder at night,
Is what I’m feeling for you really true?
Or, do I just want someone by my side?

Lately, I’ve been looking at you with different eyes.
I never thought of you as more than “Just a Friend”
But I feel so comfortable around you. It’s something I can’t
help. We laugh together and really enjoy ourselves.
Before you weren’t my crucial choice, But now you’re the first.

People say that taking a friendship from one step to the other, is quite a risk.
But I feel this relationship is so strong, that nothing could go wrong.
Why don’t we take a chance, it really is worth a try.
Or maybe what we are doing is wrong, and I’ll end up crying.

Why are my emotions so mixed up in my heart?
Should we stay just friends, or is it time to take it a little far.
I find myself thinking of you while I’m in class.
I daydream about how long it could last.
I fall asleep with one thing on my mind. It’s you, only you,
and no one else, all of the time.

I have the feeling you feel the same way too.
So I am writing this poem, completely dedicated to you.