The guy from my thoughts......

If i could just tell you what i feel for you, I think i will feel a relief but I just cant tell you. Maybe I dont want to know your answer becuz probably is its a \"no i dont have feelins for you\" its goin to be sad for me even thou I\'ve alwayz think that thats the answer and if its a \"Yes i have feelins for u\" I will probably dont know what to say.....Your so stupid becuz you have me like this...I thought that having fun would of get you out of my mind but I guess I was wrong becuz I could be having fun but then the thought that it would of been nice if I was with you comes to mind. I guess sometimes I\'m wrong, I think you are who your not, becuz I alwayz think how it will be being with you but its just me thinkin, what about if you aint who I think you are or I want you to be?... I wish I could tell you how I feel about you..Everything I think of, you are there with me, but thats just me thinkin, wishin it was tru...I wish I could know what you feelin and if you ever think about me..I miss your voice, I want to see you, I want to spend time with you. I want you to trust me, see me as a friend, a lover, a partner. Know that I\'m here for you in goods and in bads. For you to know that I have a shoulder that you could lean on. We can cuddle watching a movie, walk in tha park, share our happy and sad moments, even the stupid things becuz it matters...I would like to see you succeed even if it\'s not me next to you. I would like to be the one you look for in the crowd at your games, I would like to be the one who says \"Baby Congrats!!!\" when you win and if u lose be the one who comforts you and tells you that it dont matter thats part of the game...I wish I could be the one you kiss when you make me mad over stupid reasons. I would like you to be the first person I say Good Morning and the last one I say Good Night...You are the first thing I think of when I wake up and the last one when I go to bed...I could be here for you anytime you need some1 to talk to. Take my times to argue with you about stupid things becuz I care about everything and same thing you too...I want to be the one you point at and say \"Thats her, thats my babygurl\"...That you will treat me the same no matter who we are in front of, that you will defend me no matter what...I want to be so many things but you being the guy from my thoughts which I dont know if its really you...I\'m feelin you so bad but we aint meant to be so I guess my dreams aint coming true but I would never forget how I feel for you and how we used to be.........