How do I say good-bye
to someone who I consider to be my first love
cos it's so hard to try and hide
that i'm really not ready to move on
and I try to fight away the pain
just to make it seem that i'm not stuck on you
but as we stand face to face
makes me realize the pain you put me through
you broke my heart more then twice
seems you tried to hurt me purposely
in my life I've sacrifised
everything to take the burdens off of me
everyday that passes by
make me think if what you feel was even true
cos i still sit and cry and cry
cos even if you didn't love me I still loved you
tears I cry on my pillow
as i continue to play a part in your mind games
got me feeling like a silly ho
every time i let you in you do the same
i hope and pray that we could be
cos the way i feel i swear nobody knows
cos it's so hard when you're the one for me
but even though i feel this way i got to let yo go
