Engraving Prayer

Dear God I know I was wrong
For blaming you for everything
But God right now I need your help
With the most important thing

My best friend God I think she wants
To try to leave like I did
God if with my life save her
From the thoughts she keeps hid

God with all of my heart
With everything all my soul
I'm telling you I will die
If you let her go

Since my almost death I've never asked you
For anything except this
Be with her God and me to
When I leave with her Gods kiss

Please God be listening
To my engraving prayer
I can't be there to save her
but you can always be there