Trying to love you

Sitting here thinking of you
Wondering if you will ever dream of me to
all the things i do
yet still you didnt care do you
why am i still here fighting for us?
maybe i can't get over that I'm not good enough
the things your say
the things you do
makes every day harder to love you
but i cant let go
I need you to know
that i love you
and hopefully one day you'll love me to