I lost you...forever..I'm sorry

I hate the way I left things between you and me,
I never ment to hurt you..only to leave you be,
You said we wanted different things..that we should just be friends,
But i couldn't Handel that so i had to just pretend.

I went away and left you here.. I left you all alone,
I met a different boy and forgot about the one back home,
slowly but surely..each and everyday,
all my thoughts and feelings about you began to slip away,
It wasn't long after until I realized,
That I had forgot about you..it was all such a surprise.

Suddenly you were gone...gone from my head,
And all that i had left for me..were the things we never said,
You knew that I loved you..I know you know I cared,
But when I asked how you felt to wards me.. you were always to scared,
So who's fault is it really.. that you and me fell apart?
I guess I will never know.. But you will always be in my heart.
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I love you