The way I feel

I wanna Tell you how I feel
I wanna say I love you so
But it seems these days you don't really care
It seems you lost all hope
Like I was never there
I fell for you like a princess in a fairy tale
I lead my self to believe you felt the same way
But apparently not
It's like now sitting here at this computer
I wanna go in there and climb into bed with you but I know better than that
The way I feel I can't explain even if I had to
But even if I could it's not like you would listen
Even if I told you
Even though we didn't make love
I feel so used
Like the girl that you lead on just get to t get revenge
It's the way I feel that gets me every time I look at you
but then I remember the way I feel doesn't matter to you