My Unspoken Pain

My Unspoken Pain

You've become just
A distant fading memory
A memory of something better
Something more than life.

I think we've gone
Our separate ways
I'm not sure if ur here
In my heart..where you were.

I used to think that
Nothing, nothing at all
Could Kill....my hope
My p:a:t:h:e:t:i:c, dying hope

I don't know if its y.o.u
But I cry in my dreams
I weep b.i.t.t.e.r.l.y...
For someting I lost...

I cannot stand to
Read the words you wrote
And know that each word has been
Effortlessly s.t.r.i.p.p.e.d of it's truth.

Tonight my heart
Bleeds the pain I've hid
It screams the words
That I've left unspoken..

I'll pray that
My dreams will
Free me tonight
Bring me back..to the moments..

When everything....everything..was right.