Brused

My thoughts in a coma. my head about to explode. searching for something thats not there. looking for something like thin air. my thoughts so bleak and cold. thoughts of violence, pain. trying to find who i am. but I'm so lost its as if i cant see. you were my light. the one who showed the way. now your gone and i can no longer stay. things left unsaid will remain that way. if you really cared you wouldn't have walked away. if i was really in your heart you wouldn't of left that day. now i stand in the rain. cold and wet wishing to be dead. my rose wilted from the coldness of your heart. thee end just like the start. a tear falls. falls to the ground only to meat blood. the blood that trickled from my heart down off of my finger. my blood and tears have wet into you. and all you did was leave.