Yet i love him

Walking in here everyday
forcing this smile upon my face
things seem just so wonderful
yet i still feel a little out of place

gazing into his dark eyes
constantly hold his hand
this is what i wished for
having someone to call my man

I'm very happy none the less
but something still feels wrong
is there no oxygen to my brain
have i been with him for too long

not knowing what to do next
i still go on to fake
i think i embrace him too much
i don't know how much of this i can take

i feel so distant and far away
that tingly feelings all a blur
technically i won this silent battle
him calling me at night at not her

I'm only kidding myself
I'm deeply in love with his smile
i would do absolutely anything
just to walk with him for miles

its like his soothing voice
always seems to calm me down
i love it when he holds me
and never makes me frown

i could be with him forever
laying as one with his soul
reading my emotions,finishing my thoughts
he makes my heart a whole