So hard to forget about you

Its so hard
Like being rip apart
It's just so tough
Even my hardest is not enough

I can never erase you from my heart
You are always my love from the start
Closing my eyes tight
Trying not to fight

All these pain inside
Hoping I rather die
You can never be erase
Or even be replace

Wishing I can
And wishing it again
Trying to forget all these pain
Its even harder than being train

I always yell at myself
That she has found someone else
So just forget her
Like setting free a bird

Holding back all of these tears
Knowing that she would never care
Even if i let it out
She wont care without a doubt

Wishing to forget my memories
To forget how sad it seems
Its just so hard
I wish i can

I just want to forget about you
And wish all of these weren't true
Wishing you were never there
SO i wouldn't now have to care