Can I keep you?

When you left me all alone
I was frightened angree and sad
I knew you never loved me
I knew you were bad

As soon as you said it
My heart was destroyed
I really couldn't bare it
This feeling I tried to avoid

You didn't care
Not even a little bit
You went on with your life
As I kept on trying to end it

As I told you I was going
You started to pretend
That you were worried and loved me
That my life wasn't allowed to end

I didn't listen
But I knew you were right
You told my sister
And gave her a fright

She came up to me
And she told me I had to let you go
I had to promise to stop what I was doing
She said guys suck I know

I tried to let you go
But every where in my heart
I felt that I would always love you
But now I notice it really is time to part

And I'm starting to let you go
Because I know we are through
But I have one last question
In my heart can I keep you?