FIRST LOVE-yr3-

In 3rd grade i saw you.. we smiled and i laughed..
in 4th grade we danced.. we laughed and hugged..
in 5th we danced with our elders, and had a blast..
in 6th we said our goodbyes, smiled and hugged...
in 7th we were apart.. i saw you a lot.. but no hugs..
in 8th we never saw each other.. we didn't think... nor want to..
in 9th, nothing, i got a girl friend and life lived on...
That girl left me, and life lived on.. another one and on to 10

so in 10th.. i had an angel..
i broke her heart for a devil...
i lived life on and broke her up... then found another...
she left me and broke me..

I'm broken..
i saw you.. i talked to you... i asked you... i failed...
you turned me down for even just to be nice..
you broke me more then i ever have been before
but life moves on.. and now Ive got another...
and this one i wont hurt.. this one i will keep...
this one i will have and this one i will never loose!
for this one is more special then you...
and I'm sorry to be telling you this..

in a year and a bit.. i have gotten girl, then girls x3...
and i know that what Ive done is wrong...
i know my life has been wrong..

i regret breaking that angel... i regret hurting her...
i regret saying yes to the first girl...
i regret breaking the devils heart...
and i regret loosing my best friend
and yet.. my life will move on...

but i still have a place for you.. a small place for that little girl..
the little girl i danced with...
hugged..
smiled to...
cried goodbye with....
and i will always have it there for you... my first love...

and if you ever read this, let you know...
forever is a long time.. and you don't know whats around the corner...

~mickey~