I punched a hole in the wall today
Are you proud?
I cryed myself to sleep
Are you happy?
Of course it's not your fault but i have to blame someone don't i?
Why not you?
you made my life worth living
I gave up everything for you
Smoking
the weed
And even the ice
Just to make you happy
Just to try and repay you for how happy you made me feel everyday
Even when i didn't talk to you that day
I still felt happy because i knew if i was feeling down you were only a phone call away
But now its all changed i can't just call, i feel so lost and confused, like i lost a part of me, the part of me that made life worth living.
Yet my days go on, one after another
Sadder and Sadder
I'm lost without you and always will be.
I'm not asking for you back
I just want to know i can call
I just want it to be like it was so i can get on with life, with you by my side; my best friend and soul mate
