Mask

by Jennifer   Oct 6, 2005


I wear a mask
Even when I'm in front of everyone
Holding in all my contrast
Deeply hurt with depression
Harassing my own emotions
So sad
I'm hurting inside
Crying tears of poison
From my sin's
I hold in
I wear a mask
Thats darker than black
I lack hope
Can't cope with myself
I disappointed God so much
I hush and dare not say one word
I heard his anger
I'm sick with serotonin
And I hold in my sadness
But God can forgive me
But I fear I would let him down again
So I speak not one word of this

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  • 18 years ago

    by Jennifer

    Thanx for taking the time to read my poems, glad you enjoyed it. I read some of your work Gurdy and I can also relate to your work.......if you ever want to talk about what's happening in your life don't hesitate to email me....okay

    Jennifer aka CRAZE4eva

  • 18 years ago

    by ShadowDancer

    Not an optimist, are you. very well written. i can relate.
    5/5
    ruby

  • 18 years ago

    by GoddessOfWings

    5/5. Just amazing Jennifer, and I can totally relate to it as well. I love the last sentence, along with the poem altogether obviously, but this sentence rounds it all up: 'So I speak not one word of this.'
    I got goosebumps :D Nice!
    Gurdy x (GoddessOfWings)

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