Pain

When I found you like me so very much. My eyes opened to a new world around myself. I was so happy just to know someone cared enough. Then I find that wasn't what it was. You didn't know what you were feeling or whom you could trust. You wanted that girl. Didnâ??t want anything to happen between us. Then after a little more time together you came to see that you still wanted me just as much. While still being with this other girl, learning it is not like it was. You find yourself thinking. Is she the one I can trust? You thought to yourself that this wasn't going to last. So knowing this I found my hope again. I tried to see it in the way I wanted. My eyes were still blind with hope that this could ever be, but you still with her and not able to see that you still want me.