Thrown away but kept at the same time

He never left me but he never kept me.
I\'m in his heart somewhere but I don\'t know where
he remembers me on days he sees me but other that im liek a gost.
he knows who i am always has
but i feel thrown away but kept at the same time
i believe he\'s lost me in his mind
behind all the others he\'s got at his side.
he never notices me until it\'s to late.
he puts me to the side but that\'s ok
but I still feel thrown away but kept
he wont let me go but he doesn\'t want me to stay
he has all his other so why would he want me.
a dark girl who stays to herself
he has all the others
so he puts me behind them all but when he sees me is the time he calls me forward.
he never calls he never emails he waits till he sees me but calls the others.
i feel so lost
i feel so thrown away behind them all
so thrown away but kept at the same time.