Her new home

You walk on by,
I hold my breath,
You smile at me,
I faint at this,
You talk to her,
I cry in my fists,
U hold her hand,
I cut my wrist,
You come to School,
and I'm not there,
Do you even wonder,
Do you even care,
Why I'm not next to u,
Why I'm not there?
No because to you i was just a girl,
Who would watch u laugh,
Watch you work,
Watch you eat,
Watched you flirt,
Who gave her life,
To Honor her love
but u didn't know her true side
Her true feelings that she hides
which she took six feet under,
Her new home, her new cell
The place that is her hell,