When we were drunk

When we were drunk i said your name,
When we were drunk we played a game,
To say who we love, and how long we did,
When i was drunk i said your name,

Now i am sober and scared to death,
Scared that you'll find out,
Scared that you'll hate me
Sacred that you'll reject me.

Now as i walk into school, I'm scared i meet you,
scared that you'll know how i feel about you,

I blame my ex friends who i told my secret,
Hoping they understand and help
me out,
But all they did was abuse my trust and play me like a fool I was,

I bet their laughing at me rite now,
saying ha ha shes such a cow,

But its OK now,
I'm not scared anymore,
I have a plan,
I promise I'll be alright,
Why? You ask,
Because I decided to kill myself tonight