Even Dreams Can Hurt

Even Dreams Can Hurt

When the world seems just so tight.
When everything doesn't feel so right.
The feeling like you've lost a loved one.
A bullet through your head thinking is the pain all done.
Start to pull yourself together.
This grudge isn't going to hold you back forever.
But then you'll think if this is fact or fiction.
You think it might be a Hallucination.
Tears start to fall from your eyes.
Was my mind, thoughts, heart telling me all lies?
Remembering she was with me a second ago.
Holding onto me saying she loved me so.
I believed every word she told me.
Was this my destiny?
To believe everything.
Believed that she was that something?
That one special person you seemed to search for a life time.
Hah...What an idiot I was, to think she was going to be mine.
Even so, your heart is what I always lack.
Then your minds goes blank, everything turns pitch black.
You wake up with heavy tears rolling down your cheeks.
From just a dream my eyes start to leek.
Still thinking was this real?
Was all of this actually real?
Then you tell yourself it was just a dream.
But what did this dream mean?
Bad dreams mean good things.
But even good dreams mean bad things.
Whatever happens in the future I'm ready for it.
About this dream I'll soon forget.
In a dream with other guys she'll flirt.
But even dreams can hurt.