Cutter

Some people think I'm crazy,
Some think I need help,
In class I get a bit hazy,
Just the wrong hand was dealt,

Some use a knife
Some use a blade
I have wasted away my life
With my sorrows in the shade

I cut because I can,
Its like watching a train wreck,
Its my family who ran,
But would you prefer it be your neck,

It is my anger releasing,
On to me,
My life I am seizing,
You just don't see,

I have seen it all,
Rape, murder, and more,
All of this a young girl saw,
So early in my life my heart has tore,

Cutting is my friend,
Cutting is the only way,
No one else is here to tend,
I still have nightmares to this day