My Angel is Dead

by yhn17   Oct 13, 2005


(its long but worth it)

They say on your shoulders, two angels stand like knights
The one on your right, teaches you to stay bright
Records your goods in this world, guides you towards heaven's light
This is the angel that protects and loves you with all its might
The one on your left pushes you towards hell's fire
Records your sins in this world, not the angel one should admire
This angel hates you, is a liar, and tries to fill you with bad desires
From birth to death, both these angels a man acquires

The trouble for me that lies ahead
Is my right angel isn't missing, my angel's dead
I'll never leave you, is what my angel said
Guess she lied to me because, my angel's dead
They say everyone loves you, I've been mislead
Hatred for me please, my angel's dead
Lie awake every night in my bed
Can't go to sleep, my angel's dead

I went to the doc and asked him to check my heart beep
I told him my hearts death, or just forever asleep
He took a step back, looked at me all creep'd
He said your hearts beating fine, you just need
Food, water, medicine and some more sleep
On my way out, doc asked why I said "my hearts dead"
Instead of lying, I just turned around and said...
If I gave my heart to my angel forever to keep
After her death, isn't it buried within her 6 feet deep?
So shouldn't my heart lie within her, down beneath?
Where it weeps....but if its death, I guess it just sleeps

The trouble for me that lies ahead
is my right angel isn't missing, my angel's dead
Thought one day, she and I would wed
No wife for me, because my angel's dead
A hole for a heart, so I continously bled
No heart for me, my angel's dead
"Life's beautiful", is what everyone says
No reason to live, my angel's dead

God forgive me,
Rights from wrongs, to me aren't known
How can you judge me?
My leading angel has left me alone
The evil one remains intact, it has taken the throne
Stuck in this world where I don't belong
It controls me now, till the day I'm gone
My joy and happiness have been postponed
No emotions to show, feelings to me are unknown
Not a human anymore, I lie there like a stone
In search of help, in my last breath I release a groan
Just hoping maybe my angel comes back, and calls me its own

The trouble for me that lies ahead
Is my right angel isn't missing, my angel's dead
Your absence, like a disease it spreads
No cure for me, my angel's dead
Wounds too deep have now been embed
No medicine for me, my angel's dead

What am I saying? Angel's never die
So perhaps my angel truly isn't dead
I'm not worthy of love, so she just fled

Please come back,
I need you, I need you
Please come back
I need you, I need you
Please . . . . . . . . . . . . come back

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  • 18 years ago

    by yhn17

    Thanks, its nice to be appreciated

  • 18 years ago

    by wanted dead or alive!

    Me 2...wow that was so touching

  • 18 years ago

    by yhn17

    Made me cry

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