A Non-Happy Ending

From the bottom of my heart the pain rose to the top of my mind.
Why is true love so hard to find?
Why is love such a grudge and why does it cause so much pain?
Is there supose to be any knowledge to gain?
Is this injury permenent?
Was this a punishment?
I showed much devotion, and spent so much time.
That I lost track and didn't realize that you weren't mine.
I spent every second thinking about you.
That I fell deeply in love with you.
But may there be a reason why that doesn't puncture into your heart.
Feels like a non-happy ending and the pages are ripping apart.
Bandage my wounds.
Let them heal.
Bandage my wounds.
And say your love was never real.
A happy ending was never fit for me.
Blinded by love and unable to see.
That my mind has been enriched with madness.
and my heart has been enriched with sadness.