Do I really?

Because of you i cry
whipe the tears from my eyes
because of you i wish to die,
because of you i want to fly...

Looking over the edge,
do i really want to do this?
do i really want to die?
do i really want to fly to less than 25 seconds?
do i really want to hit the cement?
do i really want to go to hell?

Because of you i cry
whipe the tears from my eyes
because of you i dont want to die

Backing away from the edge,
do i really want to die?
can i really solve my problems?

Walking to your apartment,
do i really want to talk to you?
do i really want to see you looking so happy?
do i really want you to see the pain in my eyes?
do i really want you to see my cry?

Standing outside of your building,
having second thoughts,
do i really want you to hurt me again?
do i really want to see you?
I turn around and you standing there.

Thoughs rush through my mind,
i turn around and start to go the other way.
i feel a gentle hand grab my arm,
before i knew it i was safe in your arms.
do i really want to do this again?
I'll finish this when something goes wrong.