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by CoNnIe Oct 16, 2005 category : Love, romance / desired love
I know how it feels when you think you can't love anymore... I know what you mean when you say you have closed that door But is it that you're scared about letting your feelings get in the way... Or is it that you're truly finished with it and you don't want it to stay I have started building up feelings for you and wanted to give it a try.... But then you change your mind and got worked up when I asked why You say you want to be single and that you don't really care... And that after all the things you said to me they aren't really there I don't know weather your scared or just trying to avoid love... But these feelings I feel for you aren't what I expected of Somehow loosing your friendship is more important than gaining you as my man... And not being able to talk to you is the one thing I can't stand Just something about your smile and how great it is when we talk... Inside my feelings were building up and I never would have thought I love you as a friend even if that's all we're ever be... And I feel you're the only one that really does understand me I don't know why I'm acting this way and feeling things so strong.... But I want to know what we could of had before the chance is gone