The bigs episode

The 1st time i saw u
i thought u were cute
u were on Ur bmx
and wearing a suit

i was with Chris
and too young
i wasted 5 yrs
missed all that fun

the 1st time u spoke to me
i tried so hard not to go red
i think i tried so hard
i didn\'t hear a word u said

then there was the beatle
that was when i knew
you were crazy and damn cute
i could fall for u

then i split with Chris
he was a c*^t
finally woke up and realized
being happy was a front

i was breaking inside
id lost all my friends
me doing Wat he said
had come to an end

i was now alone
without a mate
but being away from him
id never felt so great

i needed a mate
my dad had just got cancer
tom said he was there for me
hell...he was a prancer

thought id F*^k him
Wat a tit
i didn\'t even fancy him
not 1 bit

then i took a chance
and emailed u
damn i was smooth
u had no clue

Jacki said it was love
but i fought the idea
the thought of getting close
i think is Wat i fear

then there was the Jodie issue
it really messed with my head
it was all i could think about
while lying in your bed

but in some ways it helped
just thinking i could lose u
made me see straight
made me realize that i love u

*we met when i was working at a bar and he caught a mahuuuusive beatle for me and thats the beatle thing in case u were wondering*