Fear

Pain exists only if you want it to.
Fear only presides if you allow it to.
Some say they feel no pain and they have no fear, but I have come to learn that those few fear everything and that fear brings them great pain.
As for me I fear the expected, my fear lies deep within my heart causing my heart to exceed great pain.
For I fear that the one I have chosen to love may never feel the same and the one who has chosen to love me I will never get to know because I am lost in a fantasy that may never become reality.
My pain is caused by the fact that the one who has chosen to love me loves me for me and it is hard to be me when so many want me to be something I am not.
And the one I have chosen to love will only love me if I change who I am and become something I am not