Im sorry for this

I'M SORRY FOR LETTING YOU DOWN I'M SORRY IT SEAMS LIKE I'M HEARTING YOU I'M SORRY FOR ALL THE THINGS I SAD AND DID I'M SORRY THAT I LOVE YOU SO DEEP IT HEARTS I'M SORRY THAT I WOULD RATHER GET YOU HELP AND SOME DAY BE WITH YOU THEN TO LOSE YOU IN YOUR OWN SUICIDAL RAGE I'M SORRY I'M SORRY THAT ILL LOVE YOU FOREVER THREW THICK AND THIN BUT I COULDN'T LIVE WITH MY SELF IF I KNEW I COULD GET YOU HELP AND DIDN'T AND YOU DID IT ANNY WAYS I COULDN'T LIVE THREW YOUR SUICIDAL DEATH I'M SORRY BUT YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME AND IVE LOST MY WORLD ONCE WHEN YOU LEFT AND NOW I FOUND YOU I COOLANT HANDLE LOSING YOU