Why did i..?

I sit here thinking of you,
Memories of us flashing right before me,
I can't help reminiscing of your tender lips that grazed mine,
Or your gentle voice saying hello,
Oh, that word hello, you had me at that, I was hooked
You raped my thoughts
as if it was nothing to you
Now as I sit here withering away
With the blood trickling down my wrist and off my lifeless fingers
I think to myself
Why did I ever love you?