Without you

It\'s hard to picture myself,
Without you.
The man i love,
Knowing it\'s through.
I get out of the shower,
Sit down on the floor.
I can\'t help but cry,
There isn\'t an \"us\" anymore.
You expected me to die,
But see i dont.
You expect me to be sad,
But see i wont.

All the pictures,
And the memories.
Are too fresh and strong in my mind,
To ever fade away.
I\'ll always love you,
We\'ve gone through so much.
And i\'ll never forget the things you said to me,
And the way you made me feel.
Those are the things that i live for,
And the things i\'ll only see in my dreams.

Your kiss will still linger on my lips,
All those \" i love you\'s\"
I guess meant nothing to you,
But to me they were the world,
And everything happy in it.
Laying in my bed,
Doing nothing but sitting there,
Were the best moments of my life.
Just knowing you were there,
Loving me,
Was enough to make me smile.

You were my best friend,
And my favorite person.
I would do anything just to be with you,
Everyday,
Anyday.
But somehow it stopped.
You said:
\"I hope we can make it work in the future\"

What does that mean?
Dont give me hope,
When all you\'re doing is hurting me.
I know you dont mean to,
But what i\'m trying to say,
Is something so simple and so powerful,
That people dont always see it in one lifetime.
I love you Jake and I always will,
Something like we had was special.
And i hope we will be together soon.
So i can stop crying,
And look at you,
And know that im a girl sitting here loving you,
And you\'re sitting there smiling,
Because you love me right back.