She thinks I'm going through some type of fase something that all teens go through....if "mommy" only knew.
I don't sleep @ night anymore just thinking of you. My days are full of sorrow agony and pain all this wouldn't happen if things where just the same.
I find myself crying for no reason --you can see the tears through my eyes--sometimes i wish i could rewind the hands of time.
I turn to alcohol in terms of support and as i take a hit from the blunt my feelings i try to ignore.
its crazy how you think you'd be one to turn away but with a broken heart, theres no limit these days.
you've got Ur homeboy on one side telling you it's okay while your girl is on the other saying his love isn't worth the pain.
People just don't understand how much his decisions affect me they think its so simple so i hide what I'm feeling in hopes that in in time it'll all get easy.
I can't take the pressure anymore I'm slowly starting to crack
They come to me with there problems as if i didn't have any of my own it doesn't bother me i just wish i didn't feel so alone.
