I think I love him, I think I don\'t....

I don't understand how can this be,
y is all this happening to me.
As much as I try not 2 think of u,
ur still in my mind in everything I do.
There is a secret that I keep,
down in my heart so very deep.
I thought that u would've caught on by now,
after all the shyt that has gone down.
It wasn't suppose 2 go this far,
& it all happen bcuz of the night in the car.
It was suppose to be a simple crush,
but 4 some reason my feelings completely rushed.
It wasn't suppose to be this way,
now I’m thinkin of u every day.
I don't even know what else to do,
I hate the fact that I can't have u.
I wanna tell u the truth & keep it real,
& tell u everything and how I feel.
Every night I dream of u and me,
& when I wake up I smile and think maybe it could be.
I don't know y I just can't tell u how I feel,
if I’ve always told myself to keep my shyt real.
I hate it that I hide my feeling from u,
but I really don't know what else to do.
U see I think I love u, I think I don't,
should I tell u, no I won't.
I like u so much, but its 2 obvious 2 see,
that 2 u a "HOMIE" is all I’ll ever b....

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