I loved you

I loved you,
And to you it was "bothering" you,
It was getting "ridiculous"
So now I say I don't love you but it is all a lie.
None of it is true.
My life is a lie now,
but if it makes you happy.
In the end to see a smile on your face is all I want.
I endure the pain for your happiness.
And what i ask you is "Are you happy now?"