Confused

I search for all the answers
None of which I've found
While he's floating atop cloud nine
I'm planted firmly on the ground

His new life and love's amazing
Or at least that's how it seems
He acts as if the family we had
Was nothing but a dream

My little girls are far too young
To know what's going on
At least they don't have to cry
Knowing that their father's gone

I sit and wonder why he left me
I guess I could never give enough
Dollar signs always filled his eyes
It had nothing to do with love

For awhile it made me cry
But I guess I've grown since then
I don't pick up the phone to call anymore
I guess it's better, coming to an end

I can not deny it all though
I admit he runs across my mind
My daughter looks just like him
Well, better luck next time

I'm moving on with my life
But it seems there's a part of me that's gone
I don't know how to fill the hole
There's just something that I long

I'm not sure if I want him back
The mistrust is just too great
But this is the way my life has turned
So, I guess you could call it fate