Idolization

Out of a wild crowed

you pick a single guy

you fantasize

and idolize

you make him your perception

on what you can truly call perfection

he talks to you

and maybe even walks with you

a fling could emerge

to increase your lusting even more

he changes

but your awareness

remains

then something occurs

and bang,

your lying there on the floor

because he fell in love with someone else

or maybe you messed it all up

by saying stupid stuff’

whatever the reason

it was pure treason

so you make up some strange fabrication

in order to give an explanation

to his sudden behavior

this continues for a while

until you figure out that all this time

you where a fool for believing

you where a fool for dreaming