Lately I have been thinking of you
remembering,
I remember the day like it was yesterday
When I looked into your eyes,
and I thought we be forever,
But forever fell apart.
I never knew that this day would come
That I would be sitting here without you,
now I am wiping away my own tears.
I remember when you told me that you
would never leave me nor break my
heart that if that was to happen
I would be doing it.
You were right it was my stupidity
can you please forgive me
At times I tried to convince myself
that my decision was best,
But I knew it was a lie.
I knew that I would break our hearts
If you only knew the truth
that your family was so cruel
they were my dual
constantly trying to fight for
your love
and in the long run they won
So I’m sitting here without you,
it's been about seven years since that day.
The day that I decided to go away
Wishing that I could have your love
Wishing for that love that was
so innocent and pure
I know you are my cure
to the emptiness which I feel inside
Now I am sitting here without you
just thinking of sweet memories
of me and you
like when I first met you in the video store
and you would stand by the door
just to see if you would see me
Or like when you wrote your phone number on
a card
thought I would call?
I did
Remembering how we would spend hours on the phone
People screaming on the top of there lungs at high tone
to get off
you would talk to me till I fell asleep
You being my prom date
and getting home late
By the way still have that picture
me sneaking into your parents apartment
so we can spend time together.
Now I am sitting here
Looking for you
hoping that we can cross
each others past once
again
So i can change the biggest of
my life
which was letting you go
If we were to cross paths again
I would change so much
But the one thing
I would change is to
follow my heart
and not what anyone else says.
It's been almost seven years
and I still love you
as I did when I told you
on that day in bed.
