Love?

We\'ve been together for so long
on and off
i cant even count
i used to always look forward
to seeing you.

did anything i could to be with you.
if you wanted to spend time with me i set aside important things
like my family and school.

now that the decision of being just friends has come up in our lives
i dont know what to do.
Night after night i keep thinking of you.

Now at this time more than ever.
I toss and turn in bed because im worried that tomorrow for i all know you could fall for someone else.
I dont want to have to live life and go throught high school tramatized by decisions you make.

I try so hard not to get near you but my heart takes me toward you.
Even though i dont say i love you anymore doesnt mean
i dont miss you.

Its that now we\'re just friends i have to learn how to live without you.
But while i work and do my best to treat you as a friend i\'ll take your advice and search for a new love.