People say it is better this way
What do they know
What was the other way...
They know inside they want it better
They know outside it isn't
They know words spoken make hearts be broken
They know what they saw
They know what I spoke...
The good times
And the bad...
They'll never know the feeling
They'll never feel the same loss
They'll never see the same smiles
They'll never know those words
They'll never know how they were said
They'll never feel what they meant...
To me
I love you
I love you too...
Try those words out
See how they make you feel
When you finally begin to know
Wake up and see if it is real...
It was for me
I realized too late
Hopefully so will he...
He will realize I meant every word
He will realize I broke no promises
He will realize I told no lies
He will realize what it meant...
To hold
To kiss...
The lips of someone who loved
The hands of someone who cared
The hug of someone who bothered
The meaningful smile of a friend...
Feel better
Hold on tight...
One moment you feel complete
You think nothing could change
You feel like the stars shine for you...
Open you're eyes
Nothing works that way...
You really know every moment is full of worry
You worry that something is wrong
You think you will mess up
You fear of losing it all...
Every moment
Every second...
The other will spend their time just like you
You will reasure each other time and time again
Promise what you say is true...
Nothing
Will come between
The two of you...
It was said over and over
It was promised all the same
It was wished everynight...
Dreams
It was all dreams...
The wish was for forever
The promise for forever
The star will shine forever
The time will pass forever...
But the words
Do not last forever...
Words only last as long as you make them
They will last as long as you worry
They will last as long as you are insecure
They will last as long as you remember...
That may seem long
But forever is yet to come...
You will sit and wait
You will remember your words
You will stay true
You will do no harm...
To what you had
Nothing can replace...
Nothing will fill the void
Nothing can brighten your day
Nothing can wake you up
Nothing can fill your house...
Or you're life
Like they did
He can...
He could pass a day like a dream
He could wake me up and feel it
He could make me dream
All was of him from daylight on
He was the only thing...
That brought me life
That made me see
There is purpose to matter...
It mattered everytime I saw him
I found purpose to every moment we spent
It mattered each time he held my hand
There was purpose to every day...
When we were us
When I love you
Was only for me...
What changed to make me less
Why couldn't I mean the same
Where did that special feeling go
How could things change so much...
I stopped worrying
He stopped caring...
I don't think it is fair
I shouldn't suffer
I don't need to realize...
What I meant
What he meant...
At first it all scared me
Slowly I knew it was true...