I loose

I never win with you
this relationship is a war and I already surrender
I for-fit
I\\\'ve lost
It\\\'s your lure I cant deny

Maybe we started off wrong when I made it come off that I felt so small without you
That maybe your stronger
But I cant change time, it has no mercy.

So were does this lead?
My insecurities keep me tamed

With you
Afraid to be without you
Denied, rejected, unwanted
Paralyzing self-doubt eats me alive

You think so loud it hurts my ears.
Yet amuses the senses of others.

Shh, keep us a secret
Afraid to love me in reality
But when coiled in our privacy you love me always and forever.

I don\\\'t think you know how to love.
I don\\\'t think you know what love is.
Or maybe your just in love with a fantasy.

You and I are weaned from our lack of communication.

Oh, how hard it is to be honest to the ones you \\\"love\\\".