I'm living my life a lie,
pretending I don't love him,
who am I trying to fool,
there's no one else above him.
How can I still love him,
after being hurt so bad,
how can I hold a love,
I never really had.
Trying to live without him,
is more than hard to do,
I sometimes hear his voice,
whispering "I Love You."
My feelings were taken for granted,
and so were my I love yous,
I'm still left all alone,
wondering "What should I do?"
Silent tears fall from my eyes,
pouring down like the rain,
how could so much love,
turn to so much pain?
My love will never change,
my feelings never subside,
Please God help me through this,
and let me just get by.
