Losing Me in You

One day i just forgot
forgot where i was
who i was
and i even forgot you

you just
slipped out
like you were
never there

but

i didn't do anything about it
i didn't cry
or beg
or long for you

because i didn't miss you

i wouldn't feel your
heart and soul
leaving me
i just pushed away

forever away

sometimes i cry
for me and my heart
i need someone to love
me

but not you
are not good for me
you are too much
too much good

i long for a shoulder to
rest my head
a body to press against
heat and hope

but you are gone
i don't miss you
i won't miss you
i can't

i can't need you

beacuse i love you
i love-d you
but
my heart is lying to me

i must find
love
before i can
give it away