I am so frustrated at this moment, I don't know if I've ever had such a hard time telling another person how I feel about them. It's not that I don't know how I feel, or that your simple presence doesn't evoke some sort of deep emotion to inspire me to write incessantly about how I love you from my head all the way down to my toes; because you know that I do. But you, are so different. But in such a good way baby. In your arms I feel as if I'm in heaven on this earth like nothing else besides our shallow breaths and rhythmic heartbeats matters in the whole entire world. Like I can't hold you any tighter, I can't get you any closer, almost as if your are creating some of inner peace within me while you are holding me in your arms. In those moments I really never want to let go. I don't want to think about anything else, I don't want to imagine life without you, without your love, without your smile, your laugh, your heart. My eyes are closed while I write this, I want you to know that this is from my heart straight to words, I thought nothing of this content because I don't care how I say it, I believe that if I'm going to try and tell you that I love you, it should be completely uninhibited, free of rhyme and structure. Because I love you with out second thought, I love you without rhyme, without structure, I simply love you because I cannot help it. I cannot help being so utterly and completely in love with you. And it's funny because I don't want that to change; I always want to be in love with you because this is such a pure, real feeling. This is what we were put on earth to feel. To feel that shooting stars, butterfly, almost like magic kind of love. If I could spend hours in your eyes, within your arms, and on your lips; I would. I cannot imagine a feeling that can compare to the almost surreal reality that is you and I. I love you doesn't suffice any longer; there is neither word nor phrase that does.
