XxCRAZY THOUGHTSxx

When you left you gave no warning, not even a goodbye. Nobody seen you leave that place, you just disappeared without a trace.

They told me you were gone for good, and I was just a joke. You never really gave a shit, it was all just done for fun.

I told them they were lying, and you were coming back. They laughed at me and ran along, without ever looking back.

I started thinking they were right, and the hurting just got worse. As days went by, thoughts of suicide developed in my mind.

I knew I couldn't do it, no matter how much I wanted to. So I turned to sex, drugs, and alcohol, as a way to clear my head.

It was working for a while, but now it's getting worse. Thoughts of you keep coming back, and tearing up my life.

I know you didn't mean to, but you hurt me really bad. I would of gave my life to you, but you just ran instead.

I have no one to talk to, so my thoughts stay locked up. I can't go on without you, cause I'm to tore up inside.

I need to feel your gentle touch, and hear your sweet ass voice. If I don't I'll lose all hope of ever being with you again.

I know your out there somewhere, but I just don't know where. I can't keep looking forever, cause I think I'll go insane.

I'll never give up hope though, no matter how much time goes by. You'll always be my baby, even if you never return.

I love you more than words can explain, and want you in my life. I'm willing to give up everything,for just one more night.