We took you in being the first people that knew you here
Not knowing what was going to to happen or what was ahead
I wish I would have known sooner because now everything between us is dead
I thought that we were something special and that you weren't just another guy
Obviously thats not what you thought and now it seems like everything you ever said was a lie
I understand that you weren't trying to hurt me when u left me for her
But what i don't understand is why
Why you could just leave my heart to die
You told me you didn't want a relationship so i waited to see
Turns out you wanted her and not me
You crushed me and blew me away
You didn't turn or look back once
You just left and had nothing to say
I told you that i was fine when you tried to apologize
But then my mind filled up with a bunch of lies
I tried to be brave and fight it off
But then all those lies turned into cries
You told me that nothing would change and the i would always be your first
But everything changed and now I'm your last
And to tell you the truth, thats one of the biggest things that hurts
My heart begins to ache when i think about the times between you and me
And I realize its because I fell in love with you and I was too stupid to even see
I've tried to tell you how much I still love you before
But it was almost like I was writing it in a note and i would just tare it up and throw it to the floor
You acted like you still cared and that you still loved me
Then you went behind my back and said you don't give a f**k about me
Now how is that supposed to make me feel?
I just wish you could be in my place and see
As much as i still think about you
You don't even think about me
I know I mean nothing to you now
But you still mean everything to me
You probably have no idea that I still love you and that everyday i cry
You probably even think that poem i wrote you is a lie
You told me something that is making me want to wait for you
But I honestly don't think there's anything to wait for
Because you tell people that there is no love between us anymore
Not a day goes by that i don't think about you
Every second and Every minute I wish my dream would come true
And my only dream is just to have you
To have you back even if its only for one day
At least I would finally discover the real reason why you didn't stay
Deep down I wish I could hate you
Deep down I also cant live without you
But the one thing I don't get...
Is why do I love you if you don't love me to?
I'am going to wait for you
Even if that one and only dream
Doesn't come true
