Regretting His Decision

Regretting his decision
Realized I was one in a million
Cant do anything now
So he took a vow
Never to love like he loved before
All he can do is miss his amore
Knowing I was in a better place
Never again to see my face
Wishing life had a backspace
Wanting me to embrace
Missing me all the time
Listening to the bells chime
Living all alone
Like a dog without a bone
Why oh why
Did he say "It's Over"
Maybe he wasn't sober
Hating that Range Rover
The one that took my life
When I took it with a jackknife
Drove off into the woods
Crying over all the falsehoods
Wanting to end my life for good
Couldn't take it anymore
I was very sore
After i slit my wrist
I watched the blood, remembering when we first kissed
2 years of loving him
To end up alone and grim
I passed out with my last thoughts of my love
Lifting up to the above
He heard the news and was petrified
They all tried and tried
I would not wake
He felt all of this was fake
Regretting his decision
To leave his one in a million