In Love With a Hood

What is the meaning of this?
everything I need happens the opposite
before long I'll be done with it
I wanted something good
to happen to this hood
unwillingly i fall in love
opposites do attract
a taken advantage of fact
how did this happen?
I see my friends laughin'
judgmental and mean
look at me a love sick teen
every good girl has to fall for a bad boy
but no one ever said
every bad girl has to fall for a worse boy
why do I want him?
why does every time I look at him my heart skip a beat?
there is something wrong with the way I feel
but my emotions kept in a tight seal
what do I do to let him know?
at every thought I tremble from head to toe
can he love me like I do him?
or do the feelings only reach the outer rim
I love him but he scares me at the same time
rebellious and bipolar
always looking over a shoulder
wary nights getting colder
he steps headfirst into danger
his way of letting out anger
I fear someday his end
will come sooner than later
he will be taken out a rebel
a casualty of society
defeated but victorious