Better this way

There is nothing I can do and little I can say,
I have seen perfection clearly and I must let it get away.
I never wanted this; I only wanted you to like me
I guess that wish is hollow; you and I can never be.
I looked at you and saw perfection, felt bliss like never before,
That is why it was hard to walk away, I have no idea what is in store.
The tears came streaming out when I only wanted them inside
I felt hopeless and upset, and even dumber when I cried.
It seems sort of pathetic, but this separation is so tough,
I know I will see you around, but to me that’s not enough.
And I know I still have the memories, the ones that will always last,
But I want us to have a future, not just thoughts from the past.

Maybe it is better this way, in losing you I am losing a distraction
Perhaps I can see clearly without you in the picture and find myself real satisfaction.
It may be easier for me without intense affection pulling me down,
I might improve without the emotional struggle I have when you are around.

But these things don’t matter, the feelings outweigh all above,
My happiness came from you, I feel so grateful just to love.
And you will be missed, still in my heart even if not in reality,
You will never be forgotten, you still mean so much to me.
I will never get over your beauty, your laughter and your style,
I will never forget the times we had, and how you made me smile.
But I find the memories hard to take, as I go over each,
I wonder why you are so close, yet still so out of reach.
I hate everything that has happened, I really do despise,
The times that we had ending, they have come to their demise.

Maybe it is going to be better; I have to get over you in time,
And yes I need to search for other things to express in my rhyme…
Who am I kidding? This is hard; it’s not easier to walk away,
This is awful, tears show that pain, nothing is better this way.

*** Feeling a bit sad! Hope you all like this one!***