What I couldn't see.....

I see your eyes look into mine
You tell me that true love is sooo hard to find....
I believed you, I loved you.
But I ask you, why are you doin the things you do?
You have just filled my head full of your intentional lies...
Evertime you kiss me my heart cries...
because I know what your doin
but I don't want to see it
Everytime you say you love me I just want to quit.
Its seems like I've been lied to my whole life
Is that why I feel so much pain and strife?
I just can't take the pain anymore
but there's no one to talk to, no one to show me the right door,
Until one day I needed someone to talk to,
He was just a friend but you knew him but he didn't know you
you saw us sitting down to eat because i needed to tell someone what was going on?
But you freaked out, you was wrong..
U dragged me by my hair and drove me back to you house.. you started to hit me you ripped off my blouse
You threw me against every wall in your house...
U beat me bloodly and told me you were gonna kill me...
I don't know what I did for you to do this to me...
I could not see all the evil inside you... you were the devil himself...
but I relized that I had to overpower you or you were gonna kill me....
So I beat the sh** out of you and you beat the sh** out of me...
Your nothing now but a bad memory...
You always told me to stand up for myself...
Arent you proud of me?

This poem was written to inspire young women who has or have been abused by their husbands or boyfriends....
Don\\\'t be afraid to stand up for your rights!!!!!! please commit...